i quit .

sorry.

who got their braces off!?

that right, foo.

everyone's in school, and i'm relaxing in my pj's.

i have no life.

everything is fixed and candace ilu<3

thats what friends are for. to always fix it. and always be there.

i have too many nicknames.

really.

candace im so happy we talked about everything<3 i love YOU more than...well. okay. I LOVE YOU <3

derek<3 i can't wait to see you tomorrow.. i love you so much<3

being braceless is great fun.

now i have homework. sigh.

i'll write more later.

pookie bear <33

today was just...one of those days.

derek's sick.

everyone's mad at me.

except julie <33333333333 i love you

i'm sorry </3

MUFFINS <3.

they're building a muffin place near the school yessss!! it's called marvel's muffins or something like that  but i'm so excited because i love muffins and julie loves muffins so it's all good.

today in math the sub read my name wrong... he said "bennifer".

can was dying ... i'm not exaggerating she was on the floor crying... it was hilarious and the sub's like "what? what?" good times...can i love you

then i came home about an hour ago and i talked to derek<3 who made my day. "yes derek okay hi yes okay hi yes okay hold on okay okay okay good bye okay" i love you <3

JOOL FRIGGING E. i love you

edit: someone betrayed me today.  it came as a shock - a grande shock - because it was someone i've always trusted. always...with everything. and this one time. this ONE FRIGGING TIME.  just say that it was a BIG secret and...now everyone knows. which sucks for me. i could write it here. except then the one person who i really really really don't want to read it is going to see it.

it was something really bad. i feel really guilty. _ _ _ _ _  and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i'm sorry and i love you . i really am sorry. it was a spur of the moment thing- something i didn't really want. i'm sorry and i love you and whenever you're ready to forgive me...i'll be waiting.

julie's going to make her new xanga tonight

i frigging love you joojie.

homework sucks, but i do it anyway. peace out

bongo drummmmmm

megan my love left before ... but we had a great weekend. megan- freaky feathers, hot potato number nine, "sshhhh it's a secret"... i love you

i just would like to say---

can- i love love love love love love love you. i met you on that first day i came to school and you were the best friend i could have asked for. i'll never forget our choo-choo ... that was embarassing . I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING <3 and i don't know what i would do without you

riss- wow... you're amazing. i love how you can always make the best of any situation - like when we got locked out of dillon's house in the rain - awesome. that was the best day of my life  and i love you because you rock.

melis-  you're so fun. "do you think he'll know that this shirt is abercrombie!?" good times. you always know exactly what to say to make me start cracking up... especially during class . detention wouldn't be the same without you! i love you so much <3 you're the best

julieeeeee- homie j! yes that's you - my homegirl FOR FRIGGING EVER. i love you sooooo much - our popcorn tradition! i love love love love you ... i'm always here for you if you need me... you know that <3

megan- you are the bestest cousin ANYONE could have because you brought me my... you know... . you truly are amazing<3 i'm so happy you came for the weekend and i MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY! come back soon because i love you.

chris- oh yes oh yes OH YES the CORN! you're hilarious. ye olde cornage ... i don't even know where that came from. you rockk.

derek- i love you so much. <333333333333333 that's all i can say 

dillon- i miss you. i miss you i miss you i miss you i MISS YOU ! i miss our late phone conversations -when you called me at three and said "hooooooves!" that was the best. i miss you so much- "yeah we're looking at the moon..." good times. you are MY BEST FRIEND. i love and miss you <33

josh- wow. you're the best - bazooooka time! you're hilarious and you always make me laugh. YOU'RE AWESOME MAN <3

if i didn't add you... it's because you suck. just kidding. i have to add more.

the doorbell just rang. pizza.

dillon i miss you so so so much. i'm sorry about yesterday.

he called me- but i wasn't home... and then when i got home he couldn't talk. every time i talk to him i can't say goodbye without crying because i miss him more than anything in the entire world and i would do anything if he could just come back and screw his dad's job and screw every fricking thing because i want to play manhunt on the beach again and i want to hear him tell the double d's for dillon story while doing his face emotions- dillon i miss you

movies tonight with derek candace and chris<333

i'm so happy they're going out again. it should have happened a long time ago.

i'm going to eat something because i haven't eaten since breakfast.

peace out girl scout.

JENEROSIO

derek<3